No matter how good I am, no matter how better I can become, I’ll never be good enough for him, never be able to get him back.

Even if I become the most interesting person ever,

Even if I become a top-model or a sport star,

Even if I move to his country and buy a flat next to his,

etc.

When we were dating, I was in love not just with him, but with his lifestyle as well. He’s such an inspiration. He’s so full of life. I just wanna be his friend, but mission’s impossible anyway.